Honesty is the best Policy

Have you ever wondered why your boyfriends or friends can never tell the truth to you???
I'll tell you why.
It's cause they're too scared to say it to your face & lie to you so that you won't get mad but the fact you want to lie to them would get you mad non?

I mean would you like it if you demand to know the truth about something but they still refuse to tell you???
When you know they are lying of course you'll get suspicious & angry & sad in a way.

But oh well it's common.
It always happen & will keep happening for the rest of life.
It won't change no matter what.

Sad isn't it?

~zAZa~

Today's Party

Today's party of Loi Sook Mei b'day.
We did it in 5 J or something.
I forgot but we had sushi, hotdogs, spagetti, chicken, muffin scones & cake(obviously).
This is a few pictures of the party.

This is the B'day girl. Isn't she dazzling???


This is Anthony trying not ot spit out a forkful(yes not a spoonful) of wasabe in his mouth cause of a dare.
Look at the lovely couple.

Anthony & Mei(I made them pose together & I bet Anthony just loves it!)
They look cute together don't they?
Anyway just about that happened.
Teehee.

Buh-bye.

~zAZa~

My Stupid Fat Selfish Lazy Ass Bitch Sister

Did you know that the oldest sibling in my family is the most selfish, inconsiderate & doesn't know how to appreciate me when I do something nice???
No, you don't.
Cause you don't live with her.
Cause you're not related to her.
Cause you're not her younger sister!!!!!!!!

URGH!!! She's such a FUCKING pain in the ass!!!!
Hear that!!! FUCKING bitch!!!
You know that when I came home from school.
I was happy & I was expecting a stress-free day.
Which I thought was gonna happen.
I mean Dniz came over.
Rauf was gonna come over.
& I got a new phone.
I bought lots of books.

So I expected today to be the same but NO!!!
It just went POOF right in front of my face.
I mean Dniz whent home with Sam.
I didn't mind.
Rauf tak jadi datang.
I didn't mind.
But when my sister the stupid lame-ass FATTY treated me like a FUCKING maid & ask me if she can have some of my roast beef.
I was okay. I took some and gave it to her and she dare say.
"Where's the cauliflower I asked for?"
LIKE WTF???!!!

I mean shouldn't she be happy I even took it for her when she needs FUCKING excersise!!!
When she could get it herself???
When she has a pair of legs???
Or when she's feeling tired???
Does she have a right to boss me around just cause I'm youngest?
Apparently to her, YES!!!

Not to mention she doesn't even go to school.
She doesn't do a damn FUCKING thing around the house.
While I help around the house, do chores, & deal with her selfish requests.

I mean like 1 night. She actually asked me in the middle of the night.
When I was tired. To buy damn FUCKING ice-cream for her!!!
No matter how many times I say no, she just couldn't take it for an answer.

I mean how hard is it to take NO for a FUCKING ANSWER???!!!
So I had to go. Eventhough I didn't want to.

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO. It's not that hard to accept right???

Why should I, the youngest pamper the oldest sibling of the family?
Why should I, the smallest have to take care of everything when my parents are away?
Why should I, the most "Idiotic" do it when she can do it herself?

I mean she thinks I'm the stupid-est person in the family cause I'm the youngest then why not do it yourself???
HUH??!!!
You wanna know why???
CAUSE YOU'RE JUST A LIFELESS POSER WITH NOTHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO & WASTE MONEY ON STUPID SHIT YOU DON'T EVEN NEED!!!

Want me to spell it out for you???
Here= L-I-F-E-L-E-S-S
Get with the program BITCH!!!

That's all. Sorry if you think I used the F word too much. I was mad & still am but a bit better.
Thx for reading.

~zAZa~

The Notice

I just realized.
That if badminton & stuff starts after Sport's Day.
That would mean I only get to go to Archery for 4 months.
That's not fair =(|
I mean like Archery is a great sport & I wanted to be active & I wanted to buy an Archery set & I wanted to join the MSSMKL competition to get a shiny medal whether it be gold (I doubt it), silver (possible), or bronze (most probably yes).
I don't care as long as its shiny.
I wasn't very good at Archery anyway.

So anyhow I have homework & I'm very lazy to do it.
Rauf still haven't given back my Geo textbook.
Eventhough I reminded him since the starting of school, over & over again.

Yesterday, I found a book about Fate & Fortune at my house.
It tells about all the Tarot cards & how to tell about fate & how it started & stuff.
So I'm reading it. Hihi =D
Also I found 2 other books about Astronomy & Numerology.
I don't wanna read bout Numerology but i liked the Astronomy.

I'll write about what it means for each card later.
Kinda lazy right now.
So
BYE!

~zAZa~

Like WTF???!!!

Ok my mum just came back from Lumut.
& she suddenly burst out in anger at me???!!!
Putting all the blame at ME.
Let me repeat ME.
Then she nagged at my sister the stupid, now buncit, f**king lazy-ass, stick, flat, BITCH.
Which she so deserved.
Anyway I bought this plain bracelet online.
But there's a reason for that I'm just gonna ask if it looks okay.
Do not be critic.
It would be quite creepy.

Trust me when I get it. It will not be that plain for long.
Ha ha.

Anyways People of the Gang!
Heed my words!
For I am bored!
Tell me how your life is right now in my chatbox!
Thank you.

~zAZa~

PMS = Personal Maddening Syndrome

Have you ever noticed that when you have your girl problem, problems always pops up?
I mean like out of nowhere!
& to Rauf, my stupid sweet Rauf.
Piss me off when I have my girl problem again.
I will FUCKING kill you!
Truth to be told. That was not a warning.

As I was saying. Most problems comes from your girl problem.
Why?
Well cause you are in an over-emotional state.
It causes you to get soooooo mad to the point tears stream out of your eyes.
It causes you to get soooooo emo that you feel like crying till your eyes pop out.
It causes you to get soooooo depressed you can't think straight & rationally or even do anything.

I say that this is a very bad thing to have when you have to settle your problems.
Cause of my girl problem, Rauf & I kinda got into a fight.
That's why I advise people who read this, to not do anything while you have your girl problem or you would just make the situation WORSE read the word again & again till you get it in your tiny little mind.

And also I partly think that we should not get so much homework on the second week of school.
I mean, COME ON!
Give us a break! Your work isn't the only one that needs to be done!
And I have like 4 subjects of homework but it's alot for each & every subject.
I say we should have a STRIKE!
I mean it's sooooo unfair.
& they say, they want to give more homework.

I also say that boys should be more considerate & caring about the girl's feelings ( that means you, Rauf), like to make a girl cry, shame on you!
& I also feel like cutting myself but I won't cause I STILL care about you.
Like why the hell do you make me feel better when I feel good but when I feel depressed, you make me feel worse?
What's the point in that if you're gonna make me feel bad either way.
Asshole.

+ I think that what Awin said was true.
I mean it's not hard to do that dears.
Just say it & mean it & forget it.
Like the saying,'Live & let live',
or,'Forgive & forget'.
Btw Dniz & Miya it does affect us, in more ways than one.
Just you don't notice.

And Rachel sweet sweet sweet Rachel.
WHY THE HELL ARE YOU NOT COMING BACK TO MALAYSIA???!!!
We miss you soooooo much.

That is all I would like to announce.
Thank you.

~zAZa~

Boredom

I'm like so bored.
I have to wear my bloody arm sling again. . .
Its damn annoying
I can't even type properly.
My arm hurts like hell.
Also I kinda bling-ed up my organiser.
It cost like 18 bucks but its really worth it.
Plus its sooooo cute.
You can't really see the flower pattern on it cause it blends with the colour.
You also can't see the beads I used for it.
The Hello Kitty phone charm was just there cause I wanted it there.
It looks like this.

And apparently Starbucks (yes Starbucks, it's surprising isn't it?) sells this every year when you buy a grande whatever then they'll offer the organiser and its only 18 bucks but along with the drink I'm not sure how much it costs. The grande is a must to buy in order to get the organiser (and 1 buck of it will be given to charity).
Speaking of which Dniz also gave me a Christmas present from America & I got her a Christmas present too.I got her a little music globe & it has a Merry Christmas tune + it's purple.
LOL
She got me this bracelet.
And I have no idea why I got a Las Vegas theme. I don't wanna gamble!!!
But I like it anyway cause its soooo cute.

Ain't it cute???
Anyhow I just found out how to put pictures on my blog so I'm a bit. . . koo-koo rite now. And I keep putting pictures.
Sorry if it annoys you! It's just so fun. . . =D
So far school has been annoying.
O yea
O yea
O yea
I bought this bracelet and I customized 1.
What do you guys think about it?
The first one is the one I bought. Isn't it cute? It cost like 25 bucks.
And the second one I customized which cost me like 28 bucks.
I put padlocks cause I like it and the charm in the middle is a Merry-Go-Round for you information.

And that's all thats on my mind right.Also boredom.
And I can't watch my anime or show either.
So I practically can't do anything right now.
Well I'm done.
Also Rach I miss you so much.
I so wish you would come back and visit soon & go hyper along with Awin so that I can laugh at you guys for fun. XD
+ this time no boys absolutely none especially Rauf when you're around.
Ha ha

Goodnight. Love you guys.

~zAZa~

My Idiotic Brother

My brother is such a pain in the ass.

I mean WHY THE HELL WOULD I CARE ABOUT A STUPID UGLY PINK GUITAR???!!!

Like seriously. It wasn't even worth buying also scolds me for every single small thing!!! Like not logging out of friendster on his computer and stuff. It's not that hard to just click on the button 'log out' is it???

Stupid FUCKING ASSHOLE!!! I'm so glad he's leaving to Kuantan for 1 whole splendid week!!!

For once I complain bout my problems on a blog.

Aren't you all glad???

Anyway gonna watch nigahiga so. . .

BYE!

~zAZa~

Blogging

What's in the name?
When my friends,
Who wants me to always blog,
Always fail to make me blog.

Annoying that's what I say.
I swear you people do it 24/7.
I mean don't you get tired???!!!
Oh well

You do have good reasons,
I must admit
But I think its mean when all you gang up on me,
Very mean.

Fine I'll start blogging again.
I have a feeling this year will be very stressful. . .

~zAZa~