I'm a Gay Guy in a Gay Gurl's Body! IRONY!

Sucky Days

2010-10-06T01:58:00.000-07:00

Dear readers,
I'm dead.
Inside and out.
I got caught doing something.
Again.
*sigh*
People never listen to me.
And I'm always the one who gets in trouble.
Oh well.
I should be getting ready for shit.

I'm out.

~zAZa~

I'm Posting

2010-09-29T05:33:00.001-07:00

Okay.
This is the first time in a year that I'm posting.
I never bothered before.
And now that I bothered checking, I notice random people actually read my blog. 0.o
Its flattering but at the same time weird....
I never thought my blog would get noticed.
At all.

Anyhow,
1 year has come to pass, and I think it's time for me to start getting active and blog.
A whole LOT more.
Meet new people, talk about my experiences, OR
be friggin plain random. XD

Definitely thinking and reconsidering the second part but not the first part.
I'm very sure this blog will not as popular as last time but I'll make it FUN.
And when I mean fun. I mean REAL FUN.

Please when you read this, expect an update by tomorrow.
That's all for today folks!!!

~zAZa~

Sleep

2009-06-04T00:46:00.000-07:00

Okay people.
DO NOT CALL ME BEFORE 1PM.
DO NOT CALL MY HOUSE PHONE UNLESS IT'S AN EMERGENCY.
DO NOT PRONOUNCE MY NAME WRONG.
DO NOT CALL ME FOR FUN IN THE MORNING.

I really really really hate it.
And I find it very annoying.
I only get enough sleep during the holidays and I hate it when people disturb that sleep.
Especially when you call me just cause you're bored.

This means you DNIZ.

And now thanks to that phone call, I got dragged to go out when I don't want to cause I'm up and awake.
I really really really hate it.
Now I'm super pissed thanks to it.
So please follow the stuff posted and I'll stay nice.

Thank you

~zAZa~

Addiction

2009-05-27T21:45:00.000-07:00

Ok. Erm. . . I'm getting way too addicted to this song.
And it's not good.
I mean. It's the first song I listen to as soon as I get home.
It's kinda freaky.
Lenka - Trouble is a Friend.
Addiction
Bad for your health. Try it!

And Reece is sooooooo gorgeous.
He could be a super hot model.
An international, no, inter-galactic model!
I mean with a bod like that he could totally kick Ikuta Toma's ass(literally).

Anyhow, my life had it's ups and downs.
It's been so normal and boring.
And I got a hamster. He's technically my sister's but I take care of him.
His name is Clark.
And he's soooooo fuzzy.
I'm trying to get him to grow fat by feeding him cheese.
Even the dude working at the shop said I should do that.

And I finished my Geo and Sej Folio. Yay!!!
But now I have Sivik to finish.
Damnit.
And we just had our exams.
So MERDEKA!!!!

So that's all for now!
Love you!!!

~zAZa~

La La La =3

2009-05-11T03:07:00.000-07:00

Okay. This totally sucks.
I'm bored.
I got a folio due.
And I can't focus on it.

So I'm like
The whole time and I just stare at it blank.
I keep making excuses about it.
So like this is very bad.
So it's due this Friday. *dum dum dum DUM!*

And every single time I skip out on it I'm like SH**.
SO I have no idea what to do about my little problem.
I mean I'm totally blank.
Like that little penguin.
Just moving back and forth.

I don't even know what to do!!!
**** it.
Oh well. I'm screwed.
I should be studying too but I've been
Literally.

So like . . . I don't know anymore.
Also my mum's been fussing over what to do during the school holidays at the end of the month.
Which is getting annoying.

SO yeah.
That's all I got.
So ciaoz!!!!

~zAZa~

TWITCH TWITCH

2009-05-08T08:51:00.000-07:00

FINALLY I CAN BLOG!
I don't know why but I've been twitching alot lately.
Maybe there's something wrong with me. . . hmm.
Ok I'm abit scared now.

Anyways, I wanna tell everyone how much I miss them!!!!!!!!
And Reece is sooooooooooo hot!!!!!!!!!
=3
I'm so glad there is at least 1 guy that is hot and I get to see often.
If only TERRY wasn't there then I'll be totally glad.

So how's everyone's lives???
Good, sucky, boring? YOU NAME IT!
We have many good emotions with a reasonable price.
SO buy a boring today and get a sucky free!!!
It's easy just call 1-555-EMOTIONS-LIE, TODAY!
That's right! Today!

That was completely random.
So anyhow, I would also like to say that, we are no longer a chain but individual rings, to stand alone, to be alone, to be left alone.
It's quite sad if you think about it.
As reality bites me in the ass, I think we will never be the chain we were before.

I haven't blog for like ever!
So I have Geo presentation to do next week along with a Geo folio due.
How happy can I get? =DDDDD (FUCK IT!!!)
Also I have my Sej to send the next next week.
That's right! During our diagnostic exams!
How. . . stupid.
Oh well. What can we do.

So that's all for now but I assure all of my fans that I will blog tomorrow!
So XOXO, love you all!!!!!!
You've been a great audience!!!
Come again soon!

~zAZa~

Notice

2009-04-10T07:54:00.000-07:00

Just want to let everyone know that I shall not be attending the activity on Sunday for my so-called mother and her easy-to-read attitude, she will not allow me.

I'm sorry to everyone.

~zAZa~

Unforgivable

2009-04-10T07:46:00.000-07:00

From this day on, I am mute to my so called mother. I have no interest to talk to her or explain to her about anything anymore. If she has no ears to listen then so shall I. If she will not listen then I am mute. If she hates me then I will be happy.

I got scolded for going for a walk in the park. A FUCKING park. So if I was a boy, I can go? Just cause I'm a girl and there's a crowded park near the house I can't go? Then I wished I was born male.

How I wish god would take her away. Bring her away from me. Get her out of my life. I don't want her in it. At all. I am not a doll that must always listen to you. You are not always right. You are idiotic in many standards. And I hate you.

What Happened Last Month

2009-04-07T08:37:00.000-07:00

Well at the beginning of the month, I got scolded for something I didn't even do. And my stupid ass DISOWN sister was snickering away and it's obviously her fault. When I asked her why did she pin the blame on me, she just said cause you deserve it. I felt like beating her and send to the hospital then hope she goes into a coma and die.

Seriously. Like I didn't do a FUCKING thing to her and she does that. I hope she drops dead.

Then in the middle of the month I was so jobless and all I heard from my parents and teachers that we should start studying now and we should put away all our games and discipline ourselves and shit. I'm like so fed up of hearing the same lecture at school and at home.

I mean like fuck off, I don't wanna hear that from you.

And everyone thinks I'm ditching them and stuff. It's really depressing when you put it that way. I mean my parents think I'm some kind of ingrate and it hurts especially when I don't say anything back to them. I have never even yelled at them. Must it be this stressful? I mean it's only April.

My tuition teacher is like giving me as much homework as the school does. How is that fair? My dad said before I started having tuition that I was only gonna get it 3 days a week so I was like okay. But now I realized that my parents are fucking liars and I can never ever trust them but my friends, Rauf and myself.

And sister, Badrissa, form 5. Is being more of a bitch by the day. She's so selfish. Also inconsiderate of other people. And does not know how to wait.

Okay and I got to see my baby. Look at her!

Isn't she cute? This is what I've been happy about. I'm sorry if I said something that hurt anyone, it's just I'm under alot of pressure. ESPECIALLY from my parents. I don't want anything to add to that. I mean my parents think that my future is in jeopardy just cause I skipped 1 day of school. Like WTF.

BTW Rach I love you so much and I never get to chat with you anymore. I feel very sad about that.

Awin, the guessing thing. Ya, I totally give up.

Dniz, you look hot.

Priyanka, keep smiling.

May, yo!

Miya, wakakakaka.

Sam, keep trying.

Rauf, just don't let me crack.

I hope nothing happens to you guys cause I love you all dearly. And you guys are the only reason why I want to live.

Again I love you guys. Don't hate me a'ight?

~zAZa~

New Quote: Life sucks then you Die

2009-03-05T21:41:00.000-08:00

I got that from that from Jacob in Twilight & I officially declare that my life really effing **** sucks.

1. My mum.

2. My 5 DAYS A WEEK TUITION

3. No more naps in the afternoon.

4. Juggling school homework & tuition homework.

5. Rauf being annoying.

6. Can't have that much fun anymore.

7. Lectures on stupid effing crap that is not even important.

8. Stupids teachers that won't accept your work cause they think it's 'wrong'.

9. Sister wants me to spend time with her. ALOT.

10. I have Geo & Sej folio to work on. Worth 50 & 50 marks.

I have come to the conclusion that the quote is absolutely true.

The End

~zAZa~

WHACK!!!

2009-02-22T22:09:00.000-08:00

What is your first response when a person whacks you?
Of course you'll turn to look who it is, right?
I mean that's a natural reaction from anyone.
Even I do it.
WTF you don't make any sense.

I know I get mad easily at you & not my friends but THIS IS A NORMAL REACTION!
Don't tell me that your skin is so thick & your touch receptors can't tell I'm there anymore???
& I wasn't even saying anything to you at that time.
& your excuse was,'The voices of the people passing by drowns your voice'.
That's like so FUCKING irritating!
UGH!

I wasn't talking I whacked you over & over again but you still didn't turn to look.
Like I don't get it.
Am I that short to the point you can't notice me anymore???
& when you were talking to me, you were interrupting Awin & me talking.
I mean are you that impatient?

UGH!

I'm sick of this.
I swear the B U will happen soon!
If it does if all you FUCKING fault.

~zAZA~

P.S: If you still don't get the message than get a dictionary cause I'm sure you got a problem.

Just For That???!!!

2009-02-20T05:02:00.001-08:00

Like WTF.
Just because my sister had 'bad' results, I have to pay for it???
That's so unfair!
I haven't done anything bad to my mum!
I haven't even yell at her before.
Or scream.
Just give her the silent treatment when she isn't being fair.

Why do I kena???
Why?
I don't understand this.

~zAZa~

Look at my group ID

2009-02-18T04:41:00.000-08:00

Its kinda cool.

Teehee nothing happened this week except exams.

SO that's all.

Bye!

~zAZa~

Error

2009-02-13T08:49:00.000-08:00

Btw erm 4 the Pirates Ryhme, its kinda cacat but I copied it somewhere & I am not using it as my own creation.
So do not sue.
Also, I did not write it twice.
Its some kind of error.
Bloody Hell.
Anyway enjoy!

A Pirates Rhyme

2009-02-13T08:38:00.000-08:00

A Pirate ship came sailing by

Sailing by, sailing by

A Pirate ship came sailing by

On Bookstart Day in the morning.

The ship it rocked from side to side

From side to side, from side to side

The ship it rocked from side to side

On Bookstart Day in the morning.

The Pirates waved and said “ahoy!”

said “ahoy!”, said “ahoy!”

The Pirates waved and said “ahoy!”

On Bookstart Day in the morning.

and if it is a Treasure Chest party…

The Pirates gave us Treasure Chests

Treasure Chests, Treasure Chests

The Pirates gave us Treasure Chests

On Bookstart Day in the morning

(to the tune of I Saw Three Ships)

The one-eyed pirate (Cover one eye)

He’s fierce and he’s tough (Clench fists)

He digs for buried treasure (digging motion)

He never finds enough.

He lives on a ship

Way out on the sea (wave motion)

His parrot is his only friend (perch hand on shoulder)

Except for me! (Point to self)

Five boney skeletons standing in a row

Five boney skeletons bow down low

Their arm bones rattle and their leg bones shake

Be careful Mr. Skeleton or you might break!

OOH! AAH! OOH! AAH! OOH! AHH!

Four boney skeletons standing in a row (repeat as above)

Three boney skeletons (repeat as above)

Two boney skeletons (repeat as above)

One boney skeleton (repeat as above)

I’m a pirate! That I be!

I sail me ship upon the sea

I stay up late – till half past three

And that’s a peg below my knee!

Sing a song of sixpence, a pocketful of rye

Four and twenty blackbirds baked in a pie

When the pie was opened,

The birds began to sing

Wasn’t that a dainty dish to set before the king!

(It has been suggested by some that this traditional nursery rhyme represents a coded message used to recruit crews for pirate ships) Btw: Don't sing this when a pirate is around or they'll get the wrong idea.

Bobby Shafto's gone to sea,

Silver buckles on his knee;

He'll come back and marry me,

Bonny Bobby Shafto!

Bobby Shafto's bright and fair,

Combing down his yellow hair;

He's my love for evermore,

Bonny Bobby Shafto!

Two little pirates sailing on their ship

One called Pete, the other called Pip.

Sail away Pete, sail away Pip.

Come back Pete, come back Pip!

~zAZa~

A Pirate ship came sailing by

Sailing by, sailing by

A Pirate ship came sailing by

On Bookstart Day in the morning.

The ship it rocked from side to side

From side to side, from side to side

The ship it rocked from side to side

On Bookstart Day in the morning.

The Pirates waved and said “ahoy!”

said “ahoy!”, said “ahoy!”

The Pirates waved and said “ahoy!”

On Bookstart Day in the morning.

and if it is a Treasure Chest party…

The Pirates gave us Treasure Chests

Treasure Chests, Treasure Chests

The Pirates gave us Treasure Chests

On Bookstart Day in the morning

(to the tune of I Saw Three Ships)

The one-eyed pirate (Cover one eye)

He’s fierce and he’s tough (Clench fists)

He digs for buried treasure (digging motion)

He never finds enough.

He lives on a ship

Way out on the sea (wave motion)

His parrot is his only friend (perch hand on shoulder)

Except for me! (Point to self)

Five boney skeletons standing in a row

Five boney skeletons bow down low

Their arm bones rattle and their leg bones shake

Be careful Mr. Skeleton or you might break!

OOH! AAH! OOH! AAH! OOH! AHH!

Four boney skeletons standing in a row (repeat as above)

Three boney skeletons (repeat as above)

Two boney skeletons (repeat as above)

One boney skeleton (repeat as above)

I’m a pirate! That I be!

I sail me ship upon the sea

I stay up late – till half past three

And that’s a peg below my knee!

Sing a song of sixpence, a pocketful of rye

Four and twenty blackbirds baked in a pie

When the pie was opened,

The birds began to sing

Wasn’t that a dainty dish to set before the king!

(It has been suggested by some that this traditional nursery rhyme represents a coded message used to recruit crews for pirate ships)

Bobby Shafto's gone to sea,

Silver buckles on his knee;

He'll come back and marry me,

Bonny Bobby Shafto!

Bobby Shafto's bright and fair,

Combing down his yellow hair;

He's my love for evermore,

Bonny Bobby Shafto!

Two little pirates sailing on their ship

One called Pete, the other called Pip.

Sail away Pete, sail away Pip.

Come back Pete, come back Pip!

An Opening Song

2009-02-10T21:34:00.000-08:00

I found a really old anime with the sweetest lyrics ever.

This is the lyrics:

There was nowhere left I wanted to go,
I just want to hold you forever,
Even if it meant losing those words,
Throughout my entire body I could feel. . .
That my heart was weeping and smiling.

Someday, those days we lost will return again,
You just have to stay right there like that,
I could smile when I was by your side.
I showed you my tears. . .
So that you would weep as well.

So that your voice would. . .
Echo throughout.

This was not the full version just the opening version (the full song was too long =_=")

This is the video if you wanna listen to it.
If you wanna watch the anime.
Go to anilinkz. Its damn clear. & type condor hero =B
It's quite nice.
I watched it when I was younger.

Like What The Fudge!!!

2009-02-10T21:14:00.001-08:00

My sister wants me to use fish or fudge instead of f**k.
Cause I've been cursing alot of ppl recently cause most of them are assholes.
I mean like come on who shoved a stick up their asses???
If you want to take out your anger on people do it on ppl that was at least abit guilty.

I was totally & utterly innocent.
Ugh!!!
& I have so much hw.
This sux.
& I didn't come to school today.
Awin & all are gonna nag at me bout that XD

It wasn't my fault that my 'Girl Problem' came and kept giving major cramps.
I mean I couldn't even sit properly cause of it.
Btw ppl I'm taking off my braces today!!!
YAY!!!
Finally the moment of truth has come.

I hope my teeth is as perfect as the dentist want them to be.
I mean my bite looks fine!!!
OOooooo & I bought cupcakes & Awin made it for me, 8 bucks baby!
It was yummy btw.

& Rach, I hope your baby is okay.
You should check on it as many times as possible.

Awin, I'm gonna start watching Hana Yori Dango today.
Hope I have some hw to push aside today.

Dniz, I'm so bored!

Ppl, ppl, ppl!
I hereby decree that Valentine's must be on Friday!!!
I mean on Merentas Desa & after that we have to study???
Get Real!
As if I would even go!

Bleh.
And I'm reading a book called 'The Agony & The Ecstasy'.
It actually has abit of sex in it.
Yup. Believe it.
But I haven't got to that part. Yet.

I'm planning to ask Rauf to get me a bracelet for Valentine's.
Which do you think is nicer???
I need honest opinions ppl!!!
Btw I'll show the first one in 2 angles while the second is only 1 angle.

Btw I can only pick 1 color crystal for this(either pink of white, which one???)

Next one.
I like this one abit more cause it's different but I also like the other one cause it cute.
I can't make up my mind!!!
Help me!

Peace out!

~zAZa~

Kawaii Shoujo-Shounen Club

2009-02-01T07:30:00.000-08:00

Apparently I'm in this group.
Which I don't even remember joining.
And its weird cause now they're asking if I want to be a mod personally.
Should I???
Help me make a decision!!!!
Please & thank you.

~zAZa~

CALL ME!!!

2009-02-01T07:22:00.000-08:00

WTH
It's been 2 nights in a row.
That you didn't call back even when you said you would.
Like WTF.
Is it that hard to type my number & dial???
& listen to it dial then I will pick up & we talk.
It's fun.
So why can't you just do it???

WHY???!!!

~zAZa~

Honesty is the best Policy

2009-01-23T00:27:00.000-08:00

Have you ever wondered why your boyfriends or friends can never tell the truth to you???
I'll tell you why.
It's cause they're too scared to say it to your face & lie to you so that you won't get mad but the fact you want to lie to them would get you mad non?

I mean would you like it if you demand to know the truth about something but they still refuse to tell you???
When you know they are lying of course you'll get suspicious & angry & sad in a way.

But oh well it's common.
It always happen & will keep happening for the rest of life.
It won't change no matter what.

Sad isn't it?

~zAZa~

Today's Party

2009-01-22T01:48:00.000-08:00

Today's party of Loi Sook Mei b'day.
We did it in 5 J or something.
I forgot but we had sushi, hotdogs, spagetti, chicken, muffin scones & cake(obviously).
This is a few pictures of the party.

This is the B'day girl. Isn't she dazzling???

This is Anthony trying not ot spit out a forkful(yes not a spoonful) of wasabe in his mouth cause of a dare.
Look at the lovely couple.

Anthony & Mei(I made them pose together & I bet Anthony just loves it!)
They look cute together don't they?
Anyway just about that happened.
Teehee.

Buh-bye.

~zAZa~

My Stupid Fat Selfish Lazy Ass Bitch Sister

2009-01-19T02:03:00.000-08:00

Did you know that the oldest sibling in my family is the most selfish, inconsiderate & doesn't know how to appreciate me when I do something nice???
No, you don't.
Cause you don't live with her.
Cause you're not related to her.
Cause you're not her younger sister!!!!!!!!

URGH!!! She's such a FUCKING pain in the ass!!!!
Hear that!!! FUCKING bitch!!!
You know that when I came home from school.
I was happy & I was expecting a stress-free day.
Which I thought was gonna happen.
I mean Dniz came over.
Rauf was gonna come over.
& I got a new phone.
I bought lots of books.

So I expected today to be the same but NO!!!
It just went POOF right in front of my face.
I mean Dniz whent home with Sam.
I didn't mind.
Rauf tak jadi datang.
I didn't mind.
But when my sister the stupid lame-ass FATTY treated me like a FUCKING maid & ask me if she can have some of my roast beef.
I was okay. I took some and gave it to her and she dare say.
"Where's the cauliflower I asked for?"
LIKE WTF???!!!

I mean shouldn't she be happy I even took it for her when she needs FUCKING excersise!!!
When she could get it herself???
When she has a pair of legs???
Or when she's feeling tired???
Does she have a right to boss me around just cause I'm youngest?
Apparently to her, YES!!!

Not to mention she doesn't even go to school.
She doesn't do a damn FUCKING thing around the house.
While I help around the house, do chores, & deal with her selfish requests.

I mean like 1 night. She actually asked me in the middle of the night.
When I was tired. To buy damn FUCKING ice-cream for her!!!
No matter how many times I say no, she just couldn't take it for an answer.

I mean how hard is it to take NO for a FUCKING ANSWER???!!!
So I had to go. Eventhough I didn't want to.

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO. It's not that hard to accept right???

Why should I, the youngest pamper the oldest sibling of the family?
Why should I, the smallest have to take care of everything when my parents are away?
Why should I, the most "Idiotic" do it when she can do it herself?

I mean she thinks I'm the stupid-est person in the family cause I'm the youngest then why not do it yourself???
HUH??!!!
You wanna know why???
CAUSE YOU'RE JUST A LIFELESS POSER WITH NOTHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO & WASTE MONEY ON STUPID SHIT YOU DON'T EVEN NEED!!!

Want me to spell it out for you???
Here= L-I-F-E-L-E-S-S
Get with the program BITCH!!!

That's all. Sorry if you think I used the F word too much. I was mad & still am but a bit better.
Thx for reading.

~zAZa~

The Notice

2009-01-16T23:05:00.000-08:00

I just realized.
That if badminton & stuff starts after Sport's Day.
That would mean I only get to go to Archery for 4 months.
That's not fair =(|
I mean like Archery is a great sport & I wanted to be active & I wanted to buy an Archery set & I wanted to join the MSSMKL competition to get a shiny medal whether it be gold (I doubt it), silver (possible), or bronze (most probably yes).
I don't care as long as its shiny.
I wasn't very good at Archery anyway.

So anyhow I have homework & I'm very lazy to do it.
Rauf still haven't given back my Geo textbook.
Eventhough I reminded him since the starting of school, over & over again.

Yesterday, I found a book about Fate & Fortune at my house.
It tells about all the Tarot cards & how to tell about fate & how it started & stuff.
So I'm reading it. Hihi =D
Also I found 2 other books about Astronomy & Numerology.
I don't wanna read bout Numerology but i liked the Astronomy.

I'll write about what it means for each card later.
Kinda lazy right now.
So
BYE!

~zAZa~

Like WTF???!!!

2009-01-16T02:55:00.000-08:00

Ok my mum just came back from Lumut.
& she suddenly burst out in anger at me???!!!
Putting all the blame at ME.
Let me repeat ME.
Then she nagged at my sister the stupid, now buncit, f**king lazy-ass, stick, flat, BITCH.
Which she so deserved.
Anyway I bought this plain bracelet online.
But there's a reason for that I'm just gonna ask if it looks okay.
Do not be critic.
It would be quite creepy.

Trust me when I get it. It will not be that plain for long.
Ha ha.

Anyways People of the Gang!
Heed my words!
For I am bored!
Tell me how your life is right now in my chatbox!
Thank you.

~zAZa~

PMS = Personal Maddening Syndrome

2009-01-13T23:18:00.000-08:00

Have you ever noticed that when you have your girl problem, problems always pops up?
I mean like out of nowhere!
& to Rauf, my stupid sweet Rauf.
Piss me off when I have my girl problem again.
I will FUCKING kill you!
Truth to be told. That was not a warning.

As I was saying. Most problems comes from your girl problem.
Why?
Well cause you are in an over-emotional state.
It causes you to get soooooo mad to the point tears stream out of your eyes.
It causes you to get soooooo emo that you feel like crying till your eyes pop out.
It causes you to get soooooo depressed you can't think straight & rationally or even do anything.

I say that this is a very bad thing to have when you have to settle your problems.
Cause of my girl problem, Rauf & I kinda got into a fight.
That's why I advise people who read this, to not do anything while you have your girl problem or you would just make the situation WORSE read the word again & again till you get it in your tiny little mind.

And also I partly think that we should not get so much homework on the second week of school.
I mean, COME ON!
Give us a break! Your work isn't the only one that needs to be done!
And I have like 4 subjects of homework but it's alot for each & every subject.
I say we should have a STRIKE!
I mean it's sooooo unfair.
& they say, they want to give more homework.

I also say that boys should be more considerate & caring about the girl's feelings ( that means you, Rauf), like to make a girl cry, shame on you!
& I also feel like cutting myself but I won't cause I STILL care about you.
Like why the hell do you make me feel better when I feel good but when I feel depressed, you make me feel worse?
What's the point in that if you're gonna make me feel bad either way.
Asshole.

+ I think that what Awin said was true.
I mean it's not hard to do that dears.
Just say it & mean it & forget it.
Like the saying,'Live & let live',
or,'Forgive & forget'.
Btw Dniz & Miya it does affect us, in more ways than one.
Just you don't notice.

And Rachel sweet sweet sweet Rachel.
WHY THE HELL ARE YOU NOT COMING BACK TO MALAYSIA???!!!
We miss you soooooo much.

That is all I would like to announce.
Thank you.

~zAZa~

Boredom

2009-01-09T07:08:00.000-08:00

I'm like so bored.
I have to wear my bloody arm sling again. . .
Its damn annoying
I can't even type properly.
My arm hurts like hell.
Also I kinda bling-ed up my organiser.
It cost like 18 bucks but its really worth it.
Plus its sooooo cute.
You can't really see the flower pattern on it cause it blends with the colour.
You also can't see the beads I used for it.
The Hello Kitty phone charm was just there cause I wanted it there.
It looks like this.

And apparently Starbucks (yes Starbucks, it's surprising isn't it?) sells this every year when you buy a grande whatever then they'll offer the organiser and its only 18 bucks but along with the drink I'm not sure how much it costs. The grande is a must to buy in order to get the organiser (and 1 buck of it will be given to charity).
Speaking of which Dniz also gave me a Christmas present from America & I got her a Christmas present too.I got her a little music globe & it has a Merry Christmas tune + it's purple.
LOL
She got me this bracelet.
And I have no idea why I got a Las Vegas theme. I don't wanna gamble!!!
But I like it anyway cause its soooo cute.

Ain't it cute???
Anyhow I just found out how to put pictures on my blog so I'm a bit. . . koo-koo rite now. And I keep putting pictures.
Sorry if it annoys you! It's just so fun. . . =D
So far school has been annoying.
O yea
O yea
O yea
I bought this bracelet and I customized 1.
What do you guys think about it?
The first one is the one I bought. Isn't it cute? It cost like 25 bucks.
And the second one I customized which cost me like 28 bucks.
I put padlocks cause I like it and the charm in the middle is a Merry-Go-Round for you information.

And that's all thats on my mind right.Also boredom.
And I can't watch my anime or show either.
So I practically can't do anything right now.
Well I'm done.
Also Rach I miss you so much.
I so wish you would come back and visit soon & go hyper along with Awin so that I can laugh at you guys for fun. XD
+ this time no boys absolutely none especially Rauf when you're around.
Ha ha

Goodnight. Love you guys.

~zAZa~

My Idiotic Brother

2009-01-03T08:20:00.000-08:00

My brother is such a pain in the ass.

I mean WHY THE HELL WOULD I CARE ABOUT A STUPID UGLY PINK GUITAR???!!!

Like seriously. It wasn't even worth buying also scolds me for every single small thing!!! Like not logging out of friendster on his computer and stuff. It's not that hard to just click on the button 'log out' is it???

Stupid FUCKING ASSHOLE!!! I'm so glad he's leaving to Kuantan for 1 whole splendid week!!!

For once I complain bout my problems on a blog.

Aren't you all glad???

Anyway gonna watch nigahiga so. . .

BYE!

~zAZa~

Blogging

2009-01-03T03:34:00.000-08:00

What's in the name?
When my friends,
Who wants me to always blog,
Always fail to make me blog.

Annoying that's what I say.
I swear you people do it 24/7.
I mean don't you get tired???!!!
Oh well

You do have good reasons,
I must admit
But I think its mean when all you gang up on me,
Very mean.

Fine I'll start blogging again.
I have a feeling this year will be very stressful. . .

~zAZa~

oi woman

2008-12-31T08:52:00.000-08:00

i got into za's blog.

its awin.

oi woman.

please blogla.

its like so deserted.

and im blogging on the 1st of january 2009.

awesome.

and and and please rach, come online and and and ask your friend luke to come online too.

dniz talks like he's really interesting and funny.

ps i still wanna see the badass's picture.

za, blog.

BLOG WOMAN BLOG.

Dreams

2008-11-17T03:08:00.000-08:00

Today I had the hottest dream ever. . .

There's this guy with red hair and green eyes, has a crest under his left eye also he was lean. His name was I think Soiree ( maybe I've playing King Of Fighters too much "-_-). There was this other guy he had black hair and a red and silver eye which was kinda creepy... I forgot his name but I know it started with a 'H'. Lastly this dude has a third eye so like his hair was dark blue almost black with blue eyes (the normal pair) and the third eye was an eerie yellow. His name Aiko! LOL

Anyway apparently in my dream I got kidnapped by Soiree cause I was some kind of device made to destroy the world and he wanted to prevent it by killing me and Aiko was an oracle that predicted it would happen if I didn't die... (harsh much!) So then apparently the dude whose name starts with a 'H' wanted to destroy the world so then he came and fought against Soiree for me (how sweet if only they were really fighting over me to get my love). While they were fighting the oracle gave a suggestion,'let's FLIP A COIN to decide who gets the girl',with a smile on his DEMONIC FACE.

I yelled at him and said,'You're NOT HELPING BASTARD!!!'. I wanted to pummel him but I couldn't cause he had a barrier around him. So anyway the coin was flipped and Soiree yelled,' HEADS!', and obviously the 'H' dude said,'Tails', guess who won.

Aiko

My heart skipped a beat. 'Don't I get a say in this???',I said with teary eyes. They said at the same time,'NO'.

Then my sister came into the room and woke me up!!!
DAMNIT!!!

That's all... unfortunately. *glares at sister*

~zAZa~

This Is My Other Account

2008-11-05T06:27:00.000-08:00

I made it juz now

LOL

It's cool...