An Opening Song

I found a really old anime with the sweetest lyrics ever.

This is the lyrics:

There was nowhere left I wanted to go,
I just want to hold you forever,
Even if it meant losing those words,
Throughout my entire body I could feel. . .
That my heart was weeping and smiling.

Someday, those days we lost will return again,
You just have to stay right there like that,
I could smile when I was by your side.
I showed you my tears. . .
So that you would weep as well.

So that your voice would. . .
Echo throughout.

This was not the full version just the opening version (the full song was too long =_=")

This is the video if you wanna listen to it.
If you wanna watch the anime.
Go to anilinkz. Its damn clear. & type condor hero =B
It's quite nice.
I watched it when I was younger.

Like What The Fudge!!!

My sister wants me to use fish or fudge instead of f**k.
Cause I've been cursing alot of ppl recently cause most of them are assholes.
I mean like come on who shoved a stick up their asses???
If you want to take out your anger on people do it on ppl that was at least abit guilty.

I was totally & utterly innocent.
Ugh!!!
& I have so much hw.
This sux.
& I didn't come to school today.
Awin & all are gonna nag at me bout that XD

It wasn't my fault that my 'Girl Problem' came and kept giving major cramps.
I mean I couldn't even sit properly cause of it.
Btw ppl I'm taking off my braces today!!!
YAY!!!
Finally the moment of truth has come.

I hope my teeth is as perfect as the dentist want them to be.
I mean my bite looks fine!!!
OOooooo & I bought cupcakes & Awin made it for me, 8 bucks baby!
It was yummy btw.

& Rach, I hope your baby is okay.
You should check on it as many times as possible.

Awin, I'm gonna start watching Hana Yori Dango today.
Hope I have some hw to push aside today.

Dniz, I'm so bored!

Ppl, ppl, ppl!
I hereby decree that Valentine's must be on Friday!!!
I mean on Merentas Desa & after that we have to study???
Get Real!
As if I would even go!

Bleh.
And I'm reading a book called 'The Agony & The Ecstasy'.
It actually has abit of sex in it.
Yup. Believe it.
But I haven't got to that part. Yet.

I'm planning to ask Rauf to get me a bracelet for Valentine's.
Which do you think is nicer???
I need honest opinions ppl!!!
Btw I'll show the first one in 2 angles while the second is only 1 angle.

Btw I can only pick 1 color crystal for this(either pink of white, which one???)

Next one.
I like this one abit more cause it's different but I also like the other one cause it cute.
I can't make up my mind!!!
Help me!

Peace out!

~zAZa~

Kawaii Shoujo-Shounen Club

Apparently I'm in this group.
Which I don't even remember joining.
And its weird cause now they're asking if I want to be a mod personally.
Should I???
Help me make a decision!!!!
Please & thank you.

~zAZa~

CALL ME!!!

WTH
It's been 2 nights in a row.
That you didn't call back even when you said you would.
Like WTF.
Is it that hard to type my number & dial???
& listen to it dial then I will pick up & we talk.
It's fun.
So why can't you just do it???

WHY???!!!

~zAZa~

Honesty is the best Policy

Have you ever wondered why your boyfriends or friends can never tell the truth to you???
I'll tell you why.
It's cause they're too scared to say it to your face & lie to you so that you won't get mad but the fact you want to lie to them would get you mad non?

I mean would you like it if you demand to know the truth about something but they still refuse to tell you???
When you know they are lying of course you'll get suspicious & angry & sad in a way.

But oh well it's common.
It always happen & will keep happening for the rest of life.
It won't change no matter what.

Sad isn't it?

~zAZa~

Today's Party

Today's party of Loi Sook Mei b'day.
We did it in 5 J or something.
I forgot but we had sushi, hotdogs, spagetti, chicken, muffin scones & cake(obviously).
This is a few pictures of the party.

This is the B'day girl. Isn't she dazzling???


This is Anthony trying not ot spit out a forkful(yes not a spoonful) of wasabe in his mouth cause of a dare.
Look at the lovely couple.

Anthony & Mei(I made them pose together & I bet Anthony just loves it!)
They look cute together don't they?
Anyway just about that happened.
Teehee.

Buh-bye.

~zAZa~

My Stupid Fat Selfish Lazy Ass Bitch Sister

Did you know that the oldest sibling in my family is the most selfish, inconsiderate & doesn't know how to appreciate me when I do something nice???
No, you don't.
Cause you don't live with her.
Cause you're not related to her.
Cause you're not her younger sister!!!!!!!!

URGH!!! She's such a FUCKING pain in the ass!!!!
Hear that!!! FUCKING bitch!!!
You know that when I came home from school.
I was happy & I was expecting a stress-free day.
Which I thought was gonna happen.
I mean Dniz came over.
Rauf was gonna come over.
& I got a new phone.
I bought lots of books.

So I expected today to be the same but NO!!!
It just went POOF right in front of my face.
I mean Dniz whent home with Sam.
I didn't mind.
Rauf tak jadi datang.
I didn't mind.
But when my sister the stupid lame-ass FATTY treated me like a FUCKING maid & ask me if she can have some of my roast beef.
I was okay. I took some and gave it to her and she dare say.
"Where's the cauliflower I asked for?"
LIKE WTF???!!!

I mean shouldn't she be happy I even took it for her when she needs FUCKING excersise!!!
When she could get it herself???
When she has a pair of legs???
Or when she's feeling tired???
Does she have a right to boss me around just cause I'm youngest?
Apparently to her, YES!!!

Not to mention she doesn't even go to school.
She doesn't do a damn FUCKING thing around the house.
While I help around the house, do chores, & deal with her selfish requests.

I mean like 1 night. She actually asked me in the middle of the night.
When I was tired. To buy damn FUCKING ice-cream for her!!!
No matter how many times I say no, she just couldn't take it for an answer.

I mean how hard is it to take NO for a FUCKING ANSWER???!!!
So I had to go. Eventhough I didn't want to.

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO. It's not that hard to accept right???

Why should I, the youngest pamper the oldest sibling of the family?
Why should I, the smallest have to take care of everything when my parents are away?
Why should I, the most "Idiotic" do it when she can do it herself?

I mean she thinks I'm the stupid-est person in the family cause I'm the youngest then why not do it yourself???
HUH??!!!
You wanna know why???
CAUSE YOU'RE JUST A LIFELESS POSER WITH NOTHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO & WASTE MONEY ON STUPID SHIT YOU DON'T EVEN NEED!!!

Want me to spell it out for you???
Here= L-I-F-E-L-E-S-S
Get with the program BITCH!!!

That's all. Sorry if you think I used the F word too much. I was mad & still am but a bit better.
Thx for reading.

~zAZa~