Unforgivable

From this day on, I am mute to my so called mother. I have no interest to talk to her or explain to her about anything anymore. If she has no ears to listen then so shall I. If she will not listen then I am mute. If she hates me then I will be happy.

I got scolded for going for a walk in the park. A FUCKING park. So if I was a boy, I can go? Just cause I'm a girl and there's a crowded park near the house I can't go? Then I wished I was born male.

How I wish god would take her away. Bring her away from me. Get her out of my life. I don't want her in it. At all. I am not a doll that must always listen to you. You are not always right. You are idiotic in many standards. And I hate you.