Sucky Days

Dear readers,
I'm dead.
Inside and out.
I got caught doing something.
Again.
*sigh*
People never listen to me.
And I'm always the one who gets in trouble.
Oh well.
I should be getting ready for shit.

I'm out.

~zAZa~

I'm Posting

Okay.
This is the first time in a year that I'm posting.
I never bothered before.
And now that I bothered checking, I notice random people actually read my blog. 0.o
Its flattering but at the same time weird....
I never thought my blog would get noticed.
At all.

Anyhow,
1 year has come to pass, and I think it's time for me to start getting active and blog.
A whole LOT more.
Meet new people, talk about my experiences, OR
be friggin plain random. XD

Definitely thinking and reconsidering the second part but not the first part.
I'm very sure this blog will not as popular as last time but I'll make it FUN.
And when I mean fun. I mean REAL FUN.

Please when you read this, expect an update by tomorrow.
That's all for today folks!!!

~zAZa~

Sleep

Okay people.
DO NOT CALL ME BEFORE 1PM.
DO NOT CALL MY HOUSE PHONE UNLESS IT'S AN EMERGENCY.
DO NOT PRONOUNCE MY NAME WRONG.
DO NOT CALL ME FOR FUN IN THE MORNING.

I really really really hate it.
And I find it very annoying.
I only get enough sleep during the holidays and I hate it when people disturb that sleep.
Especially when you call me just cause you're bored.

This means you DNIZ.

And now thanks to that phone call, I got dragged to go out when I don't want to cause I'm up and awake.
I really really really hate it.
Now I'm super pissed thanks to it.
So please follow the stuff posted and I'll stay nice.

Thank you

~zAZa~

Addiction

Ok. Erm. . . I'm getting way too addicted to this song.
And it's not good.
I mean. It's the first song I listen to as soon as I get home.
It's kinda freaky.
Lenka - Trouble is a Friend.
Addiction
Bad for your health. Try it!

And Reece is sooooooo gorgeous.
He could be a super hot model.
An international, no, inter-galactic model!
I mean with a bod like that he could totally kick Ikuta Toma's ass(literally).

Anyhow, my life had it's ups and downs.
It's been so normal and boring.
And I got a hamster. He's technically my sister's but I take care of him.
His name is Clark.
And he's soooooo fuzzy.
I'm trying to get him to grow fat by feeding him cheese.
Even the dude working at the shop said I should do that.

And I finished my Geo and Sej Folio. Yay!!!
But now I have Sivik to finish.
Damnit.
And we just had our exams.
So MERDEKA!!!!

So that's all for now!
Love you!!!

~zAZa~

La La La =3

Okay. This totally sucks.
I'm bored.
I got a folio due.
And I can't focus on it.

So I'm like
The whole time and I just stare at it blank.
I keep making excuses about it.
So like this is very bad.
So it's due this Friday. *dum dum dum DUM!*

And every single time I skip out on it I'm like SH**.
SO I have no idea what to do about my little problem.
I mean I'm totally blank.
Like that little penguin.
Just moving back and forth.

I don't even know what to do!!!
**** it.
Oh well. I'm screwed.
I should be studying too but I've been
Literally.

So like . . . I don't know anymore.
Also my mum's been fussing over what to do during the school holidays at the end of the month.
Which is getting annoying.

SO yeah.
That's all I got.
So ciaoz!!!!

~zAZa~

TWITCH TWITCH

FINALLY I CAN BLOG!
I don't know why but I've been twitching alot lately.
Maybe there's something wrong with me. . . hmm.
Ok I'm abit scared now.

Anyways, I wanna tell everyone how much I miss them!!!!!!!!
And Reece is sooooooooooo hot!!!!!!!!!
=3
I'm so glad there is at least 1 guy that is hot and I get to see often.
If only TERRY wasn't there then I'll be totally glad.

So how's everyone's lives???
Good, sucky, boring? YOU NAME IT!
We have many good emotions with a reasonable price.
SO buy a boring today and get a sucky free!!!
It's easy just call 1-555-EMOTIONS-LIE, TODAY!
That's right! Today!

That was completely random.
So anyhow, I would also like to say that, we are no longer a chain but individual rings, to stand alone, to be alone, to be left alone.
It's quite sad if you think about it.
As reality bites me in the ass, I think we will never be the chain we were before.

I haven't blog for like ever!
So I have Geo presentation to do next week along with a Geo folio due.
How happy can I get? =DDDDD (FUCK IT!!!)
Also I have my Sej to send the next next week.
That's right! During our diagnostic exams!
How. . . stupid.
Oh well. What can we do.

So that's all for now but I assure all of my fans that I will blog tomorrow!
So XOXO, love you all!!!!!!
You've been a great audience!!!
Come again soon!

~zAZa~

Notice

Just want to let everyone know that I shall not be attending the activity on Sunday for my so-called mother and her easy-to-read attitude, she will not allow me.

I'm sorry to everyone.

~zAZa~

Unforgivable

From this day on, I am mute to my so called mother. I have no interest to talk to her or explain to her about anything anymore. If she has no ears to listen then so shall I. If she will not listen then I am mute. If she hates me then I will be happy.

I got scolded for going for a walk in the park. A FUCKING park. So if I was a boy, I can go? Just cause I'm a girl and there's a crowded park near the house I can't go? Then I wished I was born male.

How I wish god would take her away. Bring her away from me. Get her out of my life. I don't want her in it. At all. I am not a doll that must always listen to you. You are not always right. You are idiotic in many standards. And I hate you.

What Happened Last Month

Well at the beginning of the month, I got scolded for something I didn't even do. And my stupid ass DISOWN sister was snickering away and it's obviously her fault. When I asked her why did she pin the blame on me, she just said cause you deserve it. I felt like beating her and send to the hospital then hope she goes into a coma and die.

Seriously. Like I didn't do a FUCKING thing to her and she does that. I hope she drops dead.

Then in the middle of the month I was so jobless and all I heard from my parents and teachers that we should start studying now and we should put away all our games and discipline ourselves and shit. I'm like so fed up of hearing the same lecture at school and at home.

I mean like fuck off, I don't wanna hear that from you.

And everyone thinks I'm ditching them and stuff. It's really depressing when you put it that way. I mean my parents think I'm some kind of ingrate and it hurts especially when I don't say anything back to them. I have never even yelled at them. Must it be this stressful? I mean it's only April.

My tuition teacher is like giving me as much homework as the school does. How is that fair? My dad said before I started having tuition that I was only gonna get it 3 days a week so I was like okay. But now I realized that my parents are fucking liars and I can never ever trust them but my friends, Rauf and myself.

And sister, Badrissa, form 5. Is being more of a bitch by the day. She's so selfish. Also inconsiderate of other people. And does not know how to wait.

Okay and I got to see my baby. Look at her!









Isn't she cute? This is what I've been happy about. I'm sorry if I said something that hurt anyone, it's just I'm under alot of pressure. ESPECIALLY from my parents. I don't want anything to add to that. I mean my parents think that my future is in jeopardy just cause I skipped 1 day of school. Like WTF.

BTW Rach I love you so much and I never get to chat with you anymore. I feel very sad about that.

Awin, the guessing thing. Ya, I totally give up.

Dniz, you look hot.

Priyanka, keep smiling.

May, yo!

Miya, wakakakaka.

Sam, keep trying.

Rauf, just don't let me crack.

I hope nothing happens to you guys cause I love you all dearly. And you guys are the only reason why I want to live.

Again I love you guys. Don't hate me a'ight?

~zAZa~

New Quote: Life sucks then you Die

I got that from that from Jacob in Twilight & I officially declare that my life really effing **** sucks.

1. My mum.

2. My 5 DAYS A WEEK TUITION

3. No more naps in the afternoon.

4. Juggling school homework & tuition homework.

5. Rauf being annoying.

6. Can't have that much fun anymore.

7. Lectures on stupid effing crap that is not even important.

8. Stupids teachers that won't accept your work cause they think it's 'wrong'.

9. Sister wants me to spend time with her. ALOT.

10. I have Geo & Sej folio to work on. Worth 50 & 50 marks.

I have come to the conclusion that the quote is absolutely true.

The End

~zAZa~

WHACK!!!

What is your first response when a person whacks you?
Of course you'll turn to look who it is, right?
I mean that's a natural reaction from anyone.
Even I do it.
WTF you don't make any sense.

I know I get mad easily at you & not my friends but THIS IS A NORMAL REACTION!
Don't tell me that your skin is so thick & your touch receptors can't tell I'm there anymore???
& I wasn't even saying anything to you at that time.
& your excuse was,'The voices of the people passing by drowns your voice'.
That's like so FUCKING irritating!
UGH!

I wasn't talking I whacked you over & over again but you still didn't turn to look.
Like I don't get it.
Am I that short to the point you can't notice me anymore???
& when you were talking to me, you were interrupting Awin & me talking.
I mean are you that impatient?

UGH!

I'm sick of this.
I swear the B U will happen soon!
If it does if all you FUCKING fault.

~zAZA~

P.S: If you still don't get the message than get a dictionary cause I'm sure you got a problem.

Just For That???!!!

Like WTF.
Just because my sister had 'bad' results, I have to pay for it???
That's so unfair!
I haven't done anything bad to my mum!
I haven't even yell at her before.
Or scream.
Just give her the silent treatment when she isn't being fair.

Why do I kena???
Why?
I don't understand this.

~zAZa~

Look at my group ID

Its kinda cool.

Teehee nothing happened this week except exams.

SO that's all.

Bye!

~zAZa~

Error

Btw erm 4 the Pirates Ryhme, its kinda cacat but I copied it somewhere & I am not using it as my own creation.
So do not sue.
Also, I did not write it twice.
Its some kind of error.
Bloody Hell.
Anyway enjoy!

A Pirates Rhyme

A Pirate ship came sailing by

Sailing by, sailing by

A Pirate ship came sailing by

On Bookstart Day in the morning.

The ship it rocked from side to side

From side to side, from side to side

The ship it rocked from side to side

On Bookstart Day in the morning.

The Pirates waved and said “ahoy!”

said “ahoy!”, said “ahoy!”

The Pirates waved and said “ahoy!”

On Bookstart Day in the morning.

and if it is a Treasure Chest party…

The Pirates gave us Treasure Chests

Treasure Chests, Treasure Chests

The Pirates gave us Treasure Chests

On Bookstart Day in the morning

(to the tune of I Saw Three Ships)

~

The one-eyed pirate (Cover one eye)

He’s fierce and he’s tough (Clench fists)

He digs for buried treasure (digging motion)

He never finds enough.

He lives on a ship

Way out on the sea (wave motion)

His parrot is his only friend (perch hand on shoulder)

Except for me! (Point to self)

~

Five boney skeletons standing in a row

Five boney skeletons bow down low

Their arm bones rattle and their leg bones shake

Be careful Mr. Skeleton or you might break!

OOH! AAH! OOH! AAH! OOH! AHH!

Four boney skeletons standing in a row (repeat as above)

Three boney skeletons (repeat as above)

Two boney skeletons (repeat as above)

One boney skeleton (repeat as above)

~

I’m a pirate! That I be!

I sail me ship upon the sea

I stay up late – till half past three

And that’s a peg below my knee!

~

Sing a song of sixpence, a pocketful of rye

Four and twenty blackbirds baked in a pie

When the pie was opened,

The birds began to sing

Wasn’t that a dainty dish to set before the king!

(It has been suggested by some that this traditional nursery rhyme represents a coded message used to recruit crews for pirate ships) Btw: Don't sing this when a pirate is around or they'll get the wrong idea.

~

Bobby Shafto's gone to sea,

Silver buckles on his knee;

He'll come back and marry me,

Bonny Bobby Shafto!

Bobby Shafto's bright and fair,

Combing down his yellow hair;

He's my love for evermore,

Bonny Bobby Shafto!

~

Two little pirates sailing on their ship

One called Pete, the other called Pip.

Sail away Pete, sail away Pip.

Come back Pete, come back Pip!

~zAZa~

A Pirate ship came sailing by

Sailing by, sailing by

A Pirate ship came sailing by

On Bookstart Day in the morning.

The ship it rocked from side to side

From side to side, from side to side

The ship it rocked from side to side

On Bookstart Day in the morning.

The Pirates waved and said “ahoy!”

said “ahoy!”, said “ahoy!”

The Pirates waved and said “ahoy!”

On Bookstart Day in the morning.

and if it is a Treasure Chest party…

The Pirates gave us Treasure Chests

Treasure Chests, Treasure Chests

The Pirates gave us Treasure Chests

On Bookstart Day in the morning

(to the tune of I Saw Three Ships)

~

The one-eyed pirate (Cover one eye)

He’s fierce and he’s tough (Clench fists)

He digs for buried treasure (digging motion)

He never finds enough.

He lives on a ship

Way out on the sea (wave motion)

His parrot is his only friend (perch hand on shoulder)

Except for me! (Point to self)

~

Five boney skeletons standing in a row

Five boney skeletons bow down low

Their arm bones rattle and their leg bones shake

Be careful Mr. Skeleton or you might break!

OOH! AAH! OOH! AAH! OOH! AHH!

Four boney skeletons standing in a row (repeat as above)

Three boney skeletons (repeat as above)

Two boney skeletons (repeat as above)

One boney skeleton (repeat as above)

~

I’m a pirate! That I be!

I sail me ship upon the sea

I stay up late – till half past three

And that’s a peg below my knee!

~

Sing a song of sixpence, a pocketful of rye

Four and twenty blackbirds baked in a pie

When the pie was opened,

The birds began to sing

Wasn’t that a dainty dish to set before the king!

(It has been suggested by some that this traditional nursery rhyme represents a coded message used to recruit crews for pirate ships)

~

Bobby Shafto's gone to sea,

Silver buckles on his knee;

He'll come back and marry me,

Bonny Bobby Shafto!

Bobby Shafto's bright and fair,

Combing down his yellow hair;

He's my love for evermore,

Bonny Bobby Shafto!

~

Two little pirates sailing on their ship

One called Pete, the other called Pip.

Sail away Pete, sail away Pip.

Come back Pete, come back Pip!

An Opening Song

I found a really old anime with the sweetest lyrics ever.

This is the lyrics:

There was nowhere left I wanted to go,
I just want to hold you forever,
Even if it meant losing those words,
Throughout my entire body I could feel. . .
That my heart was weeping and smiling.

Someday, those days we lost will return again,
You just have to stay right there like that,
I could smile when I was by your side.
I showed you my tears. . .
So that you would weep as well.

So that your voice would. . .
Echo throughout.

This was not the full version just the opening version (the full song was too long =_=")

This is the video if you wanna listen to it.
If you wanna watch the anime.
Go to anilinkz. Its damn clear. & type condor hero =B
It's quite nice.
I watched it when I was younger.

Like What The Fudge!!!

My sister wants me to use fish or fudge instead of f**k.
Cause I've been cursing alot of ppl recently cause most of them are assholes.
I mean like come on who shoved a stick up their asses???
If you want to take out your anger on people do it on ppl that was at least abit guilty.

I was totally & utterly innocent.
Ugh!!!
& I have so much hw.
This sux.
& I didn't come to school today.
Awin & all are gonna nag at me bout that XD

It wasn't my fault that my 'Girl Problem' came and kept giving major cramps.
I mean I couldn't even sit properly cause of it.
Btw ppl I'm taking off my braces today!!!
YAY!!!
Finally the moment of truth has come.

I hope my teeth is as perfect as the dentist want them to be.
I mean my bite looks fine!!!
OOooooo & I bought cupcakes & Awin made it for me, 8 bucks baby!
It was yummy btw.

& Rach, I hope your baby is okay.
You should check on it as many times as possible.

Awin, I'm gonna start watching Hana Yori Dango today.
Hope I have some hw to push aside today.

Dniz, I'm so bored!

Ppl, ppl, ppl!
I hereby decree that Valentine's must be on Friday!!!
I mean on Merentas Desa & after that we have to study???
Get Real!
As if I would even go!

Bleh.
And I'm reading a book called 'The Agony & The Ecstasy'.
It actually has abit of sex in it.
Yup. Believe it.
But I haven't got to that part. Yet.

I'm planning to ask Rauf to get me a bracelet for Valentine's.
Which do you think is nicer???
I need honest opinions ppl!!!
Btw I'll show the first one in 2 angles while the second is only 1 angle.

Btw I can only pick 1 color crystal for this(either pink of white, which one???)

Next one.
I like this one abit more cause it's different but I also like the other one cause it cute.
I can't make up my mind!!!
Help me!

Peace out!

~zAZa~

Kawaii Shoujo-Shounen Club

Apparently I'm in this group.
Which I don't even remember joining.
And its weird cause now they're asking if I want to be a mod personally.
Should I???
Help me make a decision!!!!
Please & thank you.

~zAZa~

CALL ME!!!

WTH
It's been 2 nights in a row.
That you didn't call back even when you said you would.
Like WTF.
Is it that hard to type my number & dial???
& listen to it dial then I will pick up & we talk.
It's fun.
So why can't you just do it???

WHY???!!!

~zAZa~

Honesty is the best Policy

Have you ever wondered why your boyfriends or friends can never tell the truth to you???
I'll tell you why.
It's cause they're too scared to say it to your face & lie to you so that you won't get mad but the fact you want to lie to them would get you mad non?

I mean would you like it if you demand to know the truth about something but they still refuse to tell you???
When you know they are lying of course you'll get suspicious & angry & sad in a way.

But oh well it's common.
It always happen & will keep happening for the rest of life.
It won't change no matter what.

Sad isn't it?

~zAZa~